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Why the FUCK am i doing this why the HELL didn't I listen to the warnings why, why, WHY is my supervisor allowed to continue supervising given their overall crapness.

Why am I so stupid as to do a useless goddamn phd in a lousy department to begin with?

I am about ten fucking seconds from just seeing how much in lab supplies and copper wiring I can take with me as I leave Podunk U in my dust.

But it pays the rent, and no one is hiring dropouts.

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Gah.